Espera impaciente.

Tantos años de mi vida esperando algo, alguien. Cuando la realidad es que estoy en búsqueda de mi misma.

Baby, can I hold you tonight?

Maybe if I tell you the right words at the right time you´d be mine.

but I set fire to the rain.

Sweet November

Noviembre esta aquí para recordarnos que el año casi acaba, y para hacernos pensar en todo lo que dejamos de hacer y en como todo ha cambiado tanto. Te doy la bienvenida Noviembre, a ti y a tu nuevo horario, espero la proxima vez que nos encontremos todo este mejor.
jean

So fucking tired.

Tengo las palabras que quiero decirte rondando en mi cabeza, y por un instante, uno muy pequeño, me encantaría que no existieras para así dejar de pensarte.

j<3

Procuren conquetearme mas.

Nada como sentir la belleza de ser atractivo para alguien mas, y que coraje cuando no es alguien que nos atrae, pero igual no duele.
J

Tan humanos.

La sorpresa de encontrar todo igual y no hacer nada al respecto pues odiamos todo aquello que desconocemos, que no podemos manejar, que se escapa de nuestro control.
jean

Siempre se me olvida olvidarte.

Hace tiempo no escribo. Me sumerjo en el mundo exterior porque así la realidad no duele. Pero no pasa un día sin que piense en ti, y me pregunto que estarás pensando. Y porque mas que intento no entiendo como y cuando fue que nos convertimos en extraños, pero espero que si el destino era estar juntos, nos encontremos al final para así perdernos, juntos esta vez. Por ahora esperaré.
J.

Sometimes I dream of not feeling. Of just existing.

Pensando, siempre pensando. Y muchas veces cuando la boca calla, la mente grita fuerte. y por un momento deseo dejar de sentir para asi comenzar a vivir.
jean.

You got me.

When you kissed me, I swear I had never felt another's lips before, nor would I ever again.

j.

who looks outside, dreams. who looks inside, awakens.

i am beautiful.

just push the botton baby

it´s up to you, it had always being that way.


j

i fear no fate

because at the end it will all make sense

elegant, you were born at night

born in solitude

born of painted eyes

that always looked at the sky

oh those eyes

they saw forever

j

You and I will always be unfinished business.

Maybe someday, maybe not.
j

The scars of your love remind me of us

They have me thinking that we almost had it all

story of my life

would you bought it for me?

I need some magic in my life.

-j

dear someone, please take me far away from here.

Now.

what if..

if I were an animal I would probably be a koi fish.
A.J

color my heart, love me back

different person, same situation.J

live by the sun love by the moon

..

thinking of you

your in my head 24/7
jean

Honk if you are lonely

I used to think
the worst thing in life
Was to end up all alone.


It's not.


The worst thing in life
is ending up with people
Who make you feel
all alone.

And so the naïve girl died.

People! When I die i want you to do this:
1. everyone to be dressed up in formal black or completely in white
2. EVERYONE should cry at least once
3. I want to have a white dress but not the wedding type..
4. an after party where they share stories about me
5. tequila shots in the after party so everyone can get drunk and that way they'll cry more..
6. and to play the song THE FUNERAL by horse band :)
7. I dont want to be buried .. I want to be burned.. whoo that's hot!
8. I dont want my family to keep the ashes in a weird place.. I want them to be thrown werever they want but it should be in full moon.. ohterwise i'll appear in your dreams..
9. and finally I want people to remember me with love, i want them to continue with their normal lifes..
10. and that's it.. i'll rest in peace <3

jean

Everywhere you go

when at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go

have a dream, then learn to follow it.

You cannot dream yourself into a character: you must hammer and forge yourself into one



Follow your dreams, transform your life!
-Paulo Coehlo